I had a dream last night… I can remember that we lived in a different house with a little cottage garden at the front. I opened the door and there were two gifted pot plants placed in the garden. One of them had a note on it. It said "It's time." in the hand-writing of someone who I'm very familiar with and I haven't seen for sometime.
The problem is, in my waking life, my life has been so much better without this person being in my life. I feel like I'm accomplishing so much more, I'm happier, I'm heading in the right direction of what I want for my life, and I'm not worried about people judging me… so getting a message from my sub-conscious that is supposed to be from this person is like an interference. Do I go with my dream or do I go with my intuition that it's 'not time' for me to take a step back and have this person re-enter my life, or do I read it as 'it's time' for me to make the move I need to to propel myself into an exciting new future?
My gut says I'm not ready to go backwards and I have to trust my gut. And my gut also says that I'm not the one who needs to make the move. I've second guessed too many relationships over my years, and I'm not going to force people who don't want to be in my life in it because of past love, friendship and support (or lack of all three). Looking forward has so many more benefits that looking back, and I feel the energy is making me take huge leaps forward at the moment, and I know if I allow this person to re-enter my life, I will lose the momentum.
As many wise men have said over the years, 'You only have one life, it would be a terrible shame to live someone else's life and not your own.' Now I am 40, it's time to start living my own!
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